confused.

god , is 11.21 pm and my mum isn't in singapore.
i feel so useless today , did nothing useful and just wasted 24 hours of my life. feeling so down now . just waiting for boyf to cheer me up and entertain me . i feel like crying now , without any aim in life . feel so sick , whats with me . im gonna continue this shit till my boyfriend goes online . i feel that i'm wasting teenage life time with someone i love but thats what i feel now . it's late and i can be outta my mind when i'm tired. i am so desperate for 'it' now . i want him by my side now. now :( now. where is he ?! AHHH. this post is so wordy and nonsensical . fuck where is he ? okay , damn it i love him so much. [random much ?] EHY SERIOUSLY WHERE THE FUCK IS HE ?! Paris hilton's new bff very drama . ehy and where is he ?! -_- ahh , cant wait to end this shit . bye .

Im super sad D:

Omg , people i am super sad . That (T) is falling in love and he said to me before tht he wont be like this till he's like 17 . I'm now like WTF and jealous. Grr , i am an idiot , why must i be jealous now when nothing's gonna change . I have my guy and his a perfectionist . why am i still thinking of him ? I am an idiot. an idiot i tell you !

Just plain bored.

HIIII ! :D
I'm just totally bored so I chose to upload some pictures . Veh pretty right ? say yes ! (nahh , just kidding .)

I'm having the biggest and scariest nerves in myself now . Competitions for track will be up next two weeks and i barely train . I hope sth happens to my 200m and have a miracle . I wanna get a 30 s flat ! D: Jiayou Sintia ! I know you can do it . Strain as much as possible now , happy next time .

Relay Relay Relay ! I am sorry team for slowing down the whole team but being the 1st runner can be stressful , i want felicia to start the race ! I am very sorry . I want to get 15 sec for my run and u ppl should too . Anw , our relay would be on th 8 lane . I think . So jiayou Deyi ! Ily .

I feel so fucked up now coz my ribcage to my hip is so bloody pain , is like it stretches even though i'm sitting down . zzz , hope it doesn't give running a problem . shitheads , bye .

:D

HELLO !
ok , it's been a long time since i've blogged .
; meaning that i have been a good girl lately and life is being 'fair' .

Shahizam , I love you .
I love you so much that I'm willing to give up flirting as my part time job.
I love you so much that I'm willing to continue the relationship .
Your first kiss will be on me .

I ♥ Shahizam .

- (L) Sintia.

Hehe , i'm just plain bored, sorry . ;x
this blog is dying ! and my geography sucks .
am i gonna flung it ? fuck it .