confused.

god , is 11.21 pm and my mum isn't in singapore.
i feel so useless today , did nothing useful and just wasted 24 hours of my life. feeling so down now . just waiting for boyf to cheer me up and entertain me . i feel like crying now , without any aim in life . feel so sick , whats with me . im gonna continue this shit till my boyfriend goes online . i feel that i'm wasting teenage life time with someone i love but thats what i feel now . it's late and i can be outta my mind when i'm tired. i am so desperate for 'it' now . i want him by my side now. now :( now. where is he ?! AHHH. this post is so wordy and nonsensical . fuck where is he ? okay , damn it i love him so much. [random much ?] EHY SERIOUSLY WHERE THE FUCK IS HE ?! Paris hilton's new bff very drama . ehy and where is he ?! -_- ahh , cant wait to end this shit . bye .