-.-

Ohkay , superbing bored yet superbing sad .
Sad . Sad . Sad .
I think Mr Tan dun rly want me to get into amkss .
He keep on saying deyi sec good .
Wtv lah -.-

Maybe can be the next superstar in track in deyi sec xP
ahaks , right ...
(fyi ; i'm not pro) .

Coach is actually really trying to get boyfriend in amkss .
But he wasnt rly tht pushy for me .
I think i'm useless lahh -.-

So , Yeah , Really praying to get into amkss .
If not then , will start a really , really NEW company of trackers .
Hope they won't be soooooooo pro ,
Coz I scared i REALLY kena trash .

Being a no good tracker is really a bomb for me lahh.
Bomb for my secondary school life .
Get new friends(hopefully good company lahh) ,
hopefully continue relationship with boyfriend if i go in deyi .

*prays hard*

And I also scared the Deyi Track Team won't accept me .
(fyi ; i'm not really good on the track , beginner luhs .)
So far , I only know tht Dewi , Liyana & myself going deyi .
Like ohmyfuck can .?

I'm ready to break down in tears like right now .
And Nurbaiyah is like going compassvale sec .
LIKE WTF .!

To what I know ,
Deyi got a lot of chiobu .
See them , sure get jealous .
Sure will be the lowest class girl studying thr lohh -.-
Life can be so complicated .

Ohya , fyi , Today's my first month , Yet so down . -.-